Happy Happiness is Spreading

Can’t say it wasn’t a little daunting at first. To think one thing, ruminate on the possibilities, and then in one second have it demolished with no possibility of it being repaired…Of course it was a bit painful seeing it all unfold in front of me, despite what was happening on my end. It wasn’t jealousy, it was more like mourning. I was mourning a lost opportunity. Sure there’s a good chance it would have been short lived but I still lost it, and it was completely my fault. But it was a wake up call. I can’t continue to think life will wait until I finish daydreaming to make a decision. If I don’t act immediately, things will change and I’ll lose my opportunity forever. At this point no one is playing games anymore.

However, if I look at things objectively, I can say that I’m happy things turned out the way they did.

Everyone is happy, and where they should be.

And if I take the time to think about the situation closely, which I have, I can honestly say I learned a few things. For one, things really do tend to fall into place. Maybe not in the way you planned, and always wished for, but certainly in a way that works.