Funny

At some point there’s someone in your head that you just CANT by any means remove. It’s like an addiction. Then you realize it’s not that serious and the voice in your head that used to SCREAM their name, has become a faint whisper. And as great full as you are for the lowered volume, it’s almost worse to hear the whisper. You start thinking you’re imagining things. You get a text and you SWEAR you saw his name, but then it’s someone completely different and you have that WTF moment. Or you catch little snippets of your moments together slipping into your daily routine and you’re like -_____- how the hell did I make that connection???

It’s funny…how you’re brain works. Its like those rough pink erasers. You erase a word, but then there’s a pink smudge on the page. So you try to scratch it off, and when you do you realize you can still read the word. And then you write over the word, but you can STILL make out what it says. Then you’re left wishing you could start all over but you’re half way through the page and don’t feel like re-writing EVERYTHING…

get me??