It's Me

It has to be. When I speak with people I often hear a condescending tone, a bitchy attitude, and a ton of sarcasm. It happens so often that I’m starting to think it’s me. Then when I try to explain myself, or stand up for my opinion, things just snow ball into a senseless argument and I end up losing a good ten minutes of my life. Yet, when I bite my tongue and just let it go the person sees that as the go ahead to keep pissin’ me off.

It’s like they see what bothers me and make it a point to do it as often as possible. And that is the EXACT reason why I went away this month. To get away from all those people, ALL of who DIDN’T bother to contact me, not even to ask if I arrived safely. Whenever I get away from one bad apple I bump into a dozen more. It’s a freaking curse.

People say running away from problems doesn’t solve them, but in this case that seems to be the best way to go. Because every time I’ve tried to confront someone they just deny and deny. They’re blind to their own actions and I don’t feel like wasting anymore time.

How I always end up around these kind of people baffles me.