It's on the tip of my...

…heart.

Have you ever had something on the tip of your tongue. You know you know it, but for some strange reason you’re unable to retrieve it?

Well that’s where I’m at right now, but the feeling is on the tip of my heart. I have this hazy image to go along with it. It’s hard to describe but I know I’ve seen it somewhere and I know whatever that is, its whats making me feel what I’m feeling but I just can’t remember it.

I’m not sad nor happy, it’s more like hopeful but at the same time there’s a dash of loneliness and some confusion mixed in.

I’ve thought about this for days now. I’ve just been mulling it over in my head. I’ve even been listening to different songs to see if any would spark a clearer memory to go along with this feeling…and this morning I found it.

The piano version of Forever and Always by Taylor Swift. I know a bit cheesy but hear me out. The song had no connection to the memory. But the tone of this song matched the feeling.

It was a crazy experience. As the song progressed the image became clearer, the feeling stronger, and by the end I knew what it was. It was a smile…a particular smile. A smile I haven’t seen in a minute, but have been yearning to see since the last time it was directed at me. It definitely freaked me out.

And the feeling…well it’s even harder to explain now, but if it makes any sense it’s easier for me to understand.

My point…now that I know what’s going on in my head I can stop over analyzing and start studying for my Cognition exam.