People

I continue to depend on other people to lift my spirits. I keep thinking a nice conversation over lunch, a love affair, sex, ANY type of interaction will somehow fix me. Will give me insight into what I want. Well that ship has sailed. I need to figure this shit out on my own. I need to do some soul searching. The more I talk the more confused and desperate I get. There won’t always be someone to lean on. So it’s all on me.