Give Up

The night was beautiful. I laughed, I felt special, I was given an opportunity to experience a kind of attention that I hadn’t felt before. Unfortunately this couldn’t be taken any further. Our personalities and interests were too far apart.

I of course was well aware of this but I had hopes and thought there’s no harm in trying. I was clearly wrong. Now I’m having a hard time just walking away. It’s frustrating because I know that if I got what I think I want I’ll end up disappointed and probably frustrated. What a dilemma…

If only I could stop analyzing every detail of my life. I bet I’d be a lot calmer.