Clearing My Mind
I’m starting to think that I haven’t exactly let this go yet. I like holding on to moments. I have horrible memory and I’m afraid of deleting everything and throwing everything out, then just forgetting it all. It was a good part of my life I don’t want to forget it. But clearly everyone is moving on but me so I guess I need to start taking some steps forward.
So I’m considering deleting all the emails. Every single one I can find. Deleting all the documents I’ve saved on my computer. Anything I have in hard copy I’ll store away (that I refuse to throw out), this includes the gifts. I’m also thinking about distancing myself from the peeps that are connected to this.
I’m not sure if this is me being dramatic, or if I should really do it. I don’t let go of things easily. I have until the end of January to figure this out. I refuse to start Spring semester with this still up in the air.
Ohhh the options…