Passive

This semester I’ve become incredibly passive in every single aspect of my life. I never gave up on anything in particular but I have settled.

I always thought that by my junior year I’d have everything in order. I’d know how to manage my time, money, and stress. Unfortunately that hasn’t happened. This semester was by far the most stressful. I’m actually shocked that I survived it without getting sick or having an extensive breakdown.

This really isn’t acceptable I need to start inching my way up to what I want to be. I know I probably said that a few times, but I think this semester has been a big enough slap in the face that I’ll actually change. So during this winter break I’m going to make some small changes.

My first goal is to get my room organized. With all the books, papers, and memorabilia that’s easier said than done. But if I can get a few boxes, paper clips, frames, shelves, it will happen. Sure I’ll still need a floor, and insulation but that’s just a tad bit complicated.

Let’s see how much I can progress before Spring semester.