Religiously Speaking

I’m not entirely sure where I stand. I believe in God and I believe what the Bible says. However, my life just isn’t aligning with everything I should be doing. Not necessarily because I don’t want it to, it’s just easier not to. I’m getting tired of doing what I’m told and it’s affecting every aspect of my life. I feel like a whiny teenager…am I a whiny teenager?

Right now I would much rather go against the expectations people have of me just to see what it feels like. Not to be spiteful, just out of curiosity. I want to know what it feels like to do things on impulse…to make a decision and follow through with it without thinking about the reactions of the people surrounding me and who should I go to for permission.

Lately I’ve been feeling incredibly limited…