Be careful...

what you wish for.

I always want this. I want someone to daydream about. Just so I know my mind will be busy throughout the day. I like having something to hope for. Even if I know it won’t happen in a million years, it’s still nice to have that maybe.

Sadly I have that now and it’s incredibly annoying. Now it seems like everything I do is with the intention of finding some reassurance, or sparking a conversation. I want to go back to knowing I’m doing things for myself.