I've been feeling very superficial and envious...

There are a lot of material things that I want. Little by little I have received them. Yet, I’m never satisfied. It seems very cliche I know, but no matter what I buy I always find something else I want or sometimes believe I need.

I’m becoming one of those jerks who envies someone when something good happens to them, instead of being happy for them. It’s very sad, but I know why I do it.

This is a consequence of not doing what I want and being bitter about it.

Hey, at least I’m aware of it.